There’s something a little bit more tense about this morning, and I am not talking about the heat for once. However, it really is the heat and so I’m just going to see where everything takes me and so on and so forth and you get the idea.
I think that NaNoWriMo drained me a little more than usual. It was a good event and a bad event to participate in, so whilst I have no regrets, I also feel as though I should probably have held off and focused my energy elsewhere so as to be able to get other, more pressing things done, or something.
I think at this point it would also be a good idea to take a long break and get away from Stupidity Hole for a while, as much as I kind of don’t want to and probably won’t. Getting to a point where I need to focus on earning money more than I need to focus on updating this place with rambling nonsense.
But, as just said, probably won’t as I’m probably too stubborn to stop, or something. Besides which, other reasons and so on and so forth, but I’m rapidly realising that as much as I enjoy doing Stupidity Hole, I can’t keep making the time for it if my need to keep on surviving and putting my time elsewhere is potentially compromised, so we’ll see.
Now, toward other things I guess, now that I’ve said that.
Actually, I don’t really know if right now I have anything else to say. That’s pretty much all there is this morning. NaNoWriMo took it out of me and that’s fine, but it also has left me drained. I need to make more money and so am getting to a point where I probably can’t keep doing this and that’s not something I want, but it’s something that I need to start considering more as I really can’t keep ignoring it and keep on going with this, despite how much I enjoy doing this at any given moment. Kind of sucks, but oh well.
Still, for now I’ll keep going until I no longer can and, as said just before I’ll probably keep on going even when I need to come to a complete stop as that is what I do. Not sure if that is healthy, but it is what I do and… yeah.
In a way I feel a bit bad for writing this but this is what is coming forward right now and… well, yeah. I guess it is what needs to be said and so I’ve said it and it is said and now I’ve nothing else to say this morning, which is what it is, I guess.
I don’t have any fancy way of ending this. No silly rambling sentences; no pointless and awkward word combinations. Don’t know what else there is I can say, buy sometimes that is the way that things go and so I’ll close this here.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 08:40:99
Normally writing about this kind of stuff tanks the views but I’m not fussed.
I feel that it’s more important to talk about these things despite my feeling selfish about talking about them.
Written at home.