And so the afternoon crept up and left and now it is the afternoon still.
Anyway, I’ve been sitting here feeling sick and thus feeling a little sorry for myself, but now I feel as though I can get on with things and get on with things I shall as there is a bit to do and all that jazz and other stuff and so on and so forth, maybe and I don’t know but you know that may be a good thing or it may be a bad thing and so on and so forth.
But yeah. Sitting here, feeling sorry for myself and trying to keep on going on as I’ve come this far without missing a day for more than a few days at this point and, even though it might not be a good thing to keep on going at the moment, I’m going to keep on going as I don’t want to miss a day. I have a slight plan and I intend to see it through to the end, so… yeah. Going to keep on going. Still, the feeling of being ill is not fun to deal with, but anyway.
So it is the afternoon and I am regurgitating the things that I have said in the past but that is nothing new as I’m just regurgitating things I’ve said in the past and pointing it out… which might be new. Haven’t worked that bit out yet. Might work it out later. Might not. In any event, I’m sure that when I get to the end of this I will be talking about something else. Maybe I’ll be talking about the pain in my wrist. Maybe I’ll be talking about feeling ill. Maybe I will be talking about the sky and how it is not cursed and how I like that the sky is not cursed as it means then that I don’t have to worry about walking under a cursed sky, which is something I prefer over worrying about walking under a cursed sky.
I wouldn’t mind walking under a sky that was threatening to release the contents of many droplets of water down onto the area upon which I was walking through. Maybe get a bit of a cathartic moment as I experience all the water falling down. Scream into the sky, let my tears mix into the rainfall, that kind of stuff. At the same time, I’m not much in the mood for that kind of dramatic scenery, and perhaps would just rather have a bit of a fun walk through an afternoon shower.
At the moment it is sunny outside so I don’t think that that is something I’m going to be able to do today, but perhaps there will be some other days in the approaching series of days that are in my future where I will be able to engage in this act of experiencing rain during the experience of walking in some sort of most occurring experience.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:23:89
I like some of the sentences in this, but this feels rather flat.
Written at home.