Alright, it is getting late in the morning and so I rush forward and try to conquer everything that I can. I don’t know if I can, but I can certainly try to can.
already a good chunk of the month has passed on by and yet there remains so much of it to go, and that is fine. Kind of exciting, but makes the whole thing feel both busier and lazier than it has been. What that is to say is that I don’t feel as though I have done enough this month and there still remains a lot to do, or something. I think.
So anyway, I’m waiting for things to happen and happening they are, as this is a day of work and I am sitting here and the requirement for me is to be patient and wait and watch and see what happens, as is the way of things at this present moment. In the interim I can hear the wind blowing and doing the thing that wind does. It is a sunny day outside of my window, yet it is not overly warm. That’s fine. That is nice and that is good. That’s what I think, anyway.
There still remain many an hour in this day and in this month. It seems to be going by quickly and slowly at the same time. Perhaps a little too relaxed, but the being relaxed is also a good thing, I think. It is better than being tense at the moment. I’d rather the feeling relaxed than feeling tense. That makes things more comfortable. Still need a bit of tension around, however. A bit of tension can go a long way and that is a plus that needs consideration on the odd occasion.
So essentially I’m waffling and I am rambling. I am still in pain and I am exhausted, but I am pushing through. Rather push through than let all of that hold me back, though you need to know when to ease up on the gas. Need to know when to pull back and relax. Can’t always go full bore all the time. It can be good to push through things, but only so long as you’re jot hurting yourself more, unless in you’re in a situation where you need to push through and hurt yourself more lest something terrible happen, in which case I guess it comes down to the situation, or something.
So I guess, what it is that I am saying is that I’m quite tired and I need to relax a little more, but I won’t as I don’t actually need to and as such I shall keep on going and going onward is what I shall do, as there are things that need doing and doing those things is what I need to do, but what I’m doing right now is relaxing – sort of – due to waiting for things to happen at work so I can do other things for work.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:45:24
I feel as though my being tired is seeping through today, and that’s fine.
This was written a few hours ago. Sort of busy day.
Written at home.