Alright, so it’s not that early but I’m getting into the roll of things and getting things done and getting things done is a good thing as it means I can queue up the next thing and eventually go on a wild journey through the tedium of the soul and hope to come out at the other end alive, or something. That is always a good hope to have, though perhaps something that one should not always focus on. You need to know when to and when not to and then keep a good balance of things in the hopes that it all works out, or something. I think that makes sense.
Anyway, it’s sunny outside so it’s good weather for washing laundry and doing other things and there are things that need doing and I am just the person who can do them as they are things that pertain this place of residence of which I refer to as a place in which I live and as such it is up to me to do them as they are on my list of things to do and do them I shall, as they need to be done and I need to do other things such as write this and do other things.
Perhaps today will carry with it some new challenges of which I will be able to engage and succeed in completing, and all that other stuff that implies some sort of progress when it comes to a montage. I need that to happen as a montage helps to save time over the day. You get things more done and then you’ve more time to get other things done. It is the power of a montage and I need to find a way to maximise this and exploit it to the best of my ability to then I can make use of the best of my ability and then get to other things of which I can do, but of course there needs to be the time in which relaxation happens as that too is important. You need to strike a balance and I need to strike a balance so that I get things done. Perhaps then there needs to be a series of montages so that I get everything done before lunch and then can spend the rest of the day relaxing. Read a book. take it easy. All of that kind of stuff of which I would very much like to do but often don’t due to reasons which probably are more within my control than I let myself believe.
Of course, however, this is not something that can happen as, as much as I would like for it to happen, I am currently bound by the rules of reality and so I need to follow them in order to get anything done, something of which I don’t always enjoy but will continue to abide by as I’d rather remain in reality than lose my grip and disappear completely, though of course somehow that might lead to some more creative endeavours and adventures, but I may never write again and that would not be as fun as writing, I think. Would much prefer to be able to engage in the art of writing than disappear completely, though I guess if I were just traveling the world in a semi-nomadic manner, that would be something I would be fine to engage with. I’d much prefer that over disappearing into some other realm, as there still remains so much of the world for me to see and experience and hopefully be humbled by and made to feel insignificant and small due to the grandness of nature and all of its wondrous gifts.
Anyway, I think that before that I really need to get started on other things. Need to clear the plate before I can go for something else. I don’t know how many ways I can say the same thing, but I’m sure that with enough time I will say the same thing in all the ways it can be said, but that is even if I care about doing the thing at all as I really don’t and would much rather just keep on going and keep on trying to move away from writing about what I write about in the hopes of growing as a writer, as this is a form of taking action and I’m not digging the same hole anymore (I hope), but of course I imagine that I will revisit that original hole and hope to grow it and have its pathways intertwine with other ones and then eventually I may become someone who writes at an acceptable level of writing, and that would be nice.
It would be rather nice and I would be happy with that, so of course I shall continue to try and grow and improve and grow and all of those other things that I hope to keep on doing and trying and doing and then I’ll just get on with it and go elsewhere and look to the forests and the trees and the rivers and the lakes and hopefully try to capture them in a way that represents them honestly, and that too would be a nice thing. There are a lot of things and I shall continue to entertain them in the hopes that I get somewhere, though of course more for the pursuit and the love of doing them, as well as those things being what I feel is very much an extension of my own self at times, but… anyway…
So I don’t know where I was going with that, but I guess that that was a good place to end the train of though and so I guess now that I’ve said all of that I will say this last thing and then end my bit of writing for this morning, until I write the next thing, which should be soon.
The time it took to write one thousand words: 09:45:10
Quick and pointless, but I think this flows well.
Written at home.