And so it finally begins, late in the afternoon, and it is the time where I race off into the distance and hope that somehow I pass the finish line with little to no issue whatsoever. Whether this does happen or not is another story entirely and it is not one that I feel like very ,much getting into at the present moment as that would then mean that I need to engage with forms of fiction of which I am currently ill-equipped for, which may or may not be an issue, unless I refuse to address it, in which case it will always be an issue and issues are not what I want at the moment as this is not a serialised blog in any way, shape or form.
Anyway, I think that I know what I do want to do and what I do not want to do, and right now it all pertains to the art of racing against a timer and seeing how far I can get before the pain really takes over and causes more issues than it solves. Such is the way of things, I suppose. However, I really need to address this pain as it is starting to cause some issues that I cannot avoid, and so I need to address it sooner rather than later unless I want to deal with the pain for longer rather than… shorter… amounts of time, so to speak, if you catch my drift and so on and so forth and anyway, this is all going to devolve into a mess of words as it always does, but sometimes that is the way that I like to do things. I don’t dream big; I just keep the mess around and live in it, and sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do, or something to similar effect. Now, where was I?
Oh, right. I am currently at home and I am sitting here and banging this out and therefore I am doing something which is a little bit more than doing nothing. That’s alright. That’s fine by me. The day of work ended a while ago and now I get to do the thing where I don’t get to relax as there still remains many a thing that needs doing, but such is the way that I need to get things out of the way and I will continue to do so, come what may. So long as I persist, I am sure that I will get there in the end. The hope is to get there in the end and get more things done rather than less things done, but you see, I’m currently in a race and the race is against a timer and I am nearly there, but I don’t know how much longer I need to go before I finally see the end of this.
Slight pause and now I can see. There isn’t much left, so I’ll just close this off… here.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:41:83
Fast and messy, so somewhat of the norm.
Written at home.