The afternoon trickles on through a sieve, but it does not seem to be dragging. It’s a mixture fare too thin and effortlessly flowing to be able to be stopped by mere holes. Even if the holes were afternoon-proof, the afternoon would still find a way. It would likely overload the whole thing and just blast it out of the way.
Right now I feel like I’m riding the waves. The wave I’m on is up and it’s not long before I hit another low point so I need to make the most of what time I have before that happens, which I guess means I’m going to do a lot of writing in a short amount of time, or something to similar effect and so on and so forth and you get the idea.
So I’m sitting here, warming my hands up through the process of writing this bit of text so that I can get started on the reviews and start churning things out at a faster rate than usual. That is the hope that I have, but perhaps I’ll peter out sooner rather than later. There’s still a bit of time before I found out, to be honest. Probably shouldn’t be thinking about that in the first place, but I am and now I am writing about it and that is the way that this is going so I guess I’ll try and move on.
Maybe I just need a long break from everything. Either that or just keep on working and keep on working on building up and refining, but perhaps the big long break is more pressing at the moment. I think that perhaps I’ve been pushing a little too much for a little too long and it’s starting to fold back in on itself and instead of getting out of the way I’m letting the whole thing just fall on me. I could be wrong. I could be right. I don’t know. What I do know is that I really do feel like having a bit of a break for a while. Perhaps half a year of doing nothing. Of course what would happen is instead of doing nothing I’d get a few days in and start doing other stuff. I don’t think I quite have the ability to stop for a long period anymore, which I guess is a good and a bad thing, but of course this has nothing to do with anything (though it does but I’m trying to switch the topic deftly), so allow me to deftly switch the topic.
So I think that there are things out there, as well as things that are not things, but somehow there’s going to be coverage of both, but I need to make sure that the wave stays where it is so I can stay on top of it as I am floating in the ocean and I am at the mercy of energy passing through its massive, all-encompassing and overwhelming body.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:33:51
I think this could’ve been much more cohesive and coherent. I think I jumped around a little too much.
Written at home.