Zoning out. Gotta stay focused. Might be a long afternoon, but gotta get through it. Gotta see it to the end so that the next day comes, or something. Of course, seeing it to the end in this case is seeing all the work I gotta catch up on to the end. I think.
Anyway, I gotta get through it all. Gotta write. Gotta focus. Stop zoning out. Gotta keep on going. All that other jazz. Maybe I should just stop here and spend the rest of the afternoon in bed. I could try that, but there are too many hours to go. I’d get bored. I’d get restless. Would need to do stuff. It’s a good day outside so I’d need to spend a bit more time outside. All that stuff. You know.
Also gotta keep on listening to this album, though it is a little too close to its end for comfort, if that makes sense. One of those ones that I wish kept on going, but that’s what repeating from the beginning is for. It’s a good album and I haven’t had an extensive listen to it for a long time. I feel that’s a problem that I need to tackle as this is an album that I feel does not get enough love or recognition. I’ll write about it some day.
For now, I’m going to let the major hit wash over me and listen to how it carries and flows as I try to zone in and all that other stuff. Or I won’t, as it’s already over. On to the other things that need to arrive and need my focus.
To be fair, music wasn’t a requirement but sometimes it really is. Not right now, but perhaps later it will be. Such is the way of things. Or something. I don’t know. Maybe you do.
I think that this morning was rather trying but things are getting better now and that’s what I want right now. Just a rough morning of emotion and all that other stuff. Maybe I’ll write about it later. Maybe not. Not sure yet. Not sure about a lot of things, but right now I might just be. Need to rest a little, or perhaps a lot. Will work that out a bit later. Maybe. Not really sure.
I think I might be repeating myself a little too much, but that just so happens to be the way things be at the moment, I think. Maybe. And so on.
I guess that this bit of writing is about uncertainty, or something, but I’d much prefer it to be about focus as focus is something that is sorely needed at the moment. I need a bit more focus than usual, but that is to be expected, or something. I think.
Doing it again.
Anyway, I need to zone in and start doing the things that I need to do. Need to stop zoning out. Been enough hours of rest this morning.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:26:76
A lot of uncertainty being expressed, but certainty will surely arrive at some point.
Written at home.