Waiting for the lecture to begin, but it’s still a while away.
Actually, it’s not that long.
Yes, it is now time for me to complain about the fact that there is an assessment tomorrow and an assessment due on Friday.
Here we are, at the precipice of study and I am not doing that thing, for I would rather find other, more productive things to do, but I must face reality and face my destiny, blah blah blah, you get the idea.
Don’t feel like studying. Would much rather do other things with my time, but studying is what I need to do for there is work to conquer and so long as I conquer that work, I should be okay. I should be okay, I think.
I know that I don’t want to do anything, though. I would much rather rest and float away and hide away for a little while, then come back for air and take care of all the things that I need to take care of, or something.
So, I sit here, procrastinating but soon, soon there shall be the reading of the notes and the learning of the lectures and the getting the power to believe in order to gain more and more and more and more and more and more…
And more. Then I shall fail the exam in spectacular beauty.
It’s the small goals that get us to the end and get us to where we want to be, or something to similar effect.
More rambling, more talking, more moving through the way that I need to go in order to get to the end of it all.
I should probably start studying now, but there’s this tune in my head that keeps going back and forth and it is getting into my head via the process of traveling via an audible format that then sends signals that stimulates the bones.
The bones of the ears.
It is a basic exam and I’m just sitting here and not doing it because I cannot… well, I’m lazy. That really is what it comes down to, Not much has changed. I was lazy five years ago and I’m still lazy now.
I guess that at least I can admit to such a thing.
At the same time… no, I don’t do enough. Or something.
I can’t even put in enough effort to form all of these sentences as complete, and instead revert to saying things such as “or something” or something.
Not to illustrate the point too much, of course.
Well, I guess with all of that being said, I really should get to work and start getting more stuff done in order to do the thing that lies before me, but not today as it instead lies on the day of tomorrow.
That is how it’s all said, I think.
Well, that is to say that I do not know, but here I am, looking for an end when it’s all middle.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:38:63
I was far too “switched on” during this run.
I think it shows.
Written at UNSW.