Five-Hundred Word Challenge 479: Need

Somehow sore and yet., not swollen.

Tired I happen to be today. Woke up early. Not sure why. Moving forward, moving along.

Getting there. Getting somewhere. Getting on with the getting on with things.

Need to stop procrastinating. Need to do something toward achieving something. Need to do more work. Need to do more writing. Need to not sit here all the time and perhaps find another place to sit for all of the time.

Need to wake up, work it and work on working out working it. Need to keep on going toward something else.

Need to shake the bugs form my brain, need to fill up the space with more grey matter. Need to see where it is that I’m going and stop looking at my feet all of the time.

Need to stop letting the distractions distract me form getting the words from my mind to the screen. Need to make sure that there’s nothing in my way that I’m going to continually allow to guide me away from what I want to do. Need to keep the focus. Need to stop standing still. Need to keep on driving. Need to need something greater than whatever it is that I am on this particular day.

Looking at the keys. It;’s a good start. Looking out the window that is boarded up does not help matters at the moment. There is much that needs to be done before the end of the day and the longer I look away from the tasks in front of me, the longer things go by unfinished. Need to have a checklist.

Need to maintain my posture. Need to sit upright. Need to stop hunching. Need to make sure that the clothes I’m wearing look just so. Need to dig into the deep underneath that is around me and pull out the fresh, nutrient-rich resources that I can dip into, but need to make sure that I don’t remove them all.

There needs to be a balance of everything and continually chewing through that which nourishes will only lead to some sort of instability.

Then again, burning brightly may lead to…

Need to maintain a balance. Need to maintain a regimented formula. Do not need to strictly follow the guidelines, but need to motivate the self more often. Need to keep on going. Need to keep on working. Need to keep on moving. Need to maintain health. Need to get good sleep. Need to keep pushing on. Need to make sure that the drivers aren’t dying. Need to burn out at some point, but also need to get back up instead of remaining in perpetuity. Need to see more than what is currently surrounding my being. Need to open my eyes. Need to be better tomorrow than yesterday. Need to make sure that all that is happening does well for success.

Well, it’s all that, or I could just go at my own pace which seems to have done me well so far.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 07:18:08

Quite possibly a bit more pompous than I had intended.
Did I intend for this to be anything?

Not sure.

Written at UNSW.

About Stupidity Hole

I'm some guy that does stuff. Hoping to one day fill the internet with enough insane ramblings to impress a cannibal rat ship. I do more than I probably should. I have a page called MS Paint Masterpieces that you may be interested in checking out. I also co-run Culture Eater, an online zine for covering the arts among other things. We're on Patreon!
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