I’ve been sitting here for about thirty minutes now, not knowing what to write.
I had an idea I got part of the way through but I ran into a brick wall of sorts.
I’ll see if I can complete it now though.
This morning I walked to the Queen Victoria Building to catch a bus to work.
The sun hadn’t risen yet, so it was quite dark for most of the walk.
When the bus was crossing the Sydney Harbour Bridge, I looked out to the horizon and saw that it was quite orange.
The lining of one of the clouds was glowing bright red.
It was quite beautiful to see.
Sometimes walking in the morning can be difficult.
My mind will race about things that shouldn’t currently matter.
Sometimes I’ll be walking with a blank stare.
Sometimes I’ll be walking as though I had just received horrible news and need to walk to get some air.
I did have something fairly bad happen recently.
Well, it’s not the worst thing that could have happened and it is something I should have seen coming, but such is life.
Whilst it’s not something I’m going to discuss right now, maybe it’s the reason why I’ll be walking with a blank stare or as though I’ve received horrible news.
Sometimes I feel rather worn out but by the time the walk is over, I’ll feel much better.
Tomorrow morning I’m planning to get up rather early and walk all the way from home to Milsons Point.
It will probably take around an hour but I think it is going to be worth it.
Even if it isn’t the morning, I tend to do some pretty serious thinking when I walk, so…
I didn’t have a way to finish that sentence.
It’s now been about an hour.
I took a break to go surfing the internet.
It was an aimless, hollow pursuit that brought me nothing, thus not enriching my life in any way.
So, where was I?
I would like to see the sunrise in a location not surrounded by buildings.
I would like to be there, waiting for it to come up.
I would like to see it rise above the ocean, casting its light over everything and listening to the waves roll in.
I think it would be a relaxing experience.
I really don’t have much to go on tonight.
I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned this before, but I want to drive around Australia.
I would see parts of Australia, but that wouldn’t be the reason as to why I would drive.
I want to drive around Australia as I want to do some very serious thinking about who I am and what I’ve experienced in life so far as well as where my life is going.
I’m not questioning who I am, but rather thinking about my being me.
It wouldn’t be the most pleasant experience, but it is one that would have great moments.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 14:56:92
Written in bed.
Faster than I expected.
Instead of taking a break part of the way through, I should have kept writing and let it flow more.